i really shouldnt let this go.

because it helps me and i can look back and laugh at this :)
this weekend has been crazy. where to start?!?

friday; i went to that show. oh god. kevin was there, jonbomb and alexa. one big awkward situation! jonbomb paid for me to get in and bought me beer, and tried making conversation with me. kevin said hi but ignored me the rest of the night, i was greatly disappointed but relieved. relieved because alexa was giving me death glares and i didnt want her to beat me up for even looking at kev. nick mcnamara also was there with ema, joey, and ryan. actually alot of people i knew was there. nick was rlly nice to me and i was a tad bit mean saying he didnt need my number cause i never answer. everyone looked at me like it was the bitchiest thing ever, so i felt bad. later on that night, nick and i talked and he got my number. ryan brennan from cinnaminson was also there cause hes in one the bands, he got so talll. i went home early cause of work the next day, so i missed the after party. when i got home, kev called and apologized, jon got my number from chris and started texting me, and nick did as well.

saturday; i worked all day and fought with my parents. i denied kevin, jon bomb, and nick a hangout.

sunday; i worked in the morning. kev ignored my text. i had dinner at applebees with delilah and ricardo. then we walked off all the food. i went home and slept until jonbomb texted me to go to a party. christianna also invited me, so i went. they picked me up at 12. i invited sara. nick and ema were there. nick was walking beside me with his bike and i thought it was ema so i was like "you look cute" and then nick replies "what?" and i said "i meant you look nice" and he said "thanks you too", i wanted to kill myself! jonbomb tried hard to talk to me and sit next to me. and nick as well. awkward as well. i left cause my parents were bitching because i didnt tell them. i said bye to everyone except jonbomb because he was playing beer pong. all his friends said i should just go over there and touch his butt. i couldnt, i was too shy. 15 minutes after i left, jon texts me. and so does nick. all saying we should hangout and bahh. sara drove me home and i told her all about my parents and shit. i got home around 2 and fought with my parents. they want me out asap. i quit my job to work for them and nowthey fired me and i have no money.


crazy weekend or what?!!